Over my head

"I never knew

I never knew that everything was falling through"

 Músicas que parecem feitas à tua medida.

Tudo à tua volta a desmoronar. Alturas em que levantar da cama é a ultima coisa que apetece, pedimos a nós próprios ... isolamento, sossego, paz...momentos em que até do nosso pensamento queremos fugir. Encarar, simplesmente dói...magoa, tal como um dia foi dito. A esta altura penso, saberão o que é magoar realmente alguém? O que magoa realmente são as palavras ditas em demasia na hora errada, e a sua escassez quando mais delas precisava. O descartar simples, o desinteresse total. Dizem que se importam, dizem que se preocupam, mas palavras leva-as o vento, quando essas mesmas palavras não se fazem acompanhar de atitudes. Fui até onde pude, fui até onde me deixaram. Ainda assim talvez tenha errado, talvez o certo fosse nunca ter seguido este caminho. No entanto, na realidade, sempre estive no meu caminho, simplesmente deixei que o invadissem, deixei que entrassem na minha mente, deixei que usassem e abusassem. Deixei que ocupassem este espaço, que hoje deixam vazio. 

Maybe i'm over my head.

"Sometimes when i push you away, it's because i need you to pull me closer"

Rosa!

De 29 de Agosto a 23 de Setembro

 

" A rosa era o símbolo da intensidade e do prazer de viver.

Assim, as pessoas que nascem sob o signo de Rosa são ternas, afectuosas, verdadeiras e intensas. Buscam a plenitude em tudo o que fazem e jamais fogem dos desafios, pois sentem uma profunda alegria em vencer os obstáculos. Sabem extrair o melhor de cada experiência e jamais perdem tempo lamentando ou reclamando de alguma coisa.

Apreciam elogios, mas não fazem nada para se sobressair. Generosas, gostam de fazer os outros felizes e ficam na expectativa de colher amor e gratidão."

Pensamentos em Segredo!

Walking by the lonely night, thinking how i got here, what i've done for good, what i've done for real. Nothing comes to my mind really. Sometimes i feel the empty inside me, then i see a smile from someone i love, it feels good for a while. But most of the times it´s not enough, and i keep thinking, what the hell have i done, what the hell am i expecting for. And then nothing comes to my mind, again. I feel so tired, i can barely feel the pain. I don't know why i feel this way, i'm happy most of the times, but not completly, i think maybe that's the real problem. I see people leaving my life, i see people hurting me, i see people that don´t give a damn. And i see people i love, people that loves me, just too far away. I just feel things are wrong, and i don't know what to do to change it.

So until the storm pass...i'm just dancing in the rain.

Fuckin' Perfect

"Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss know it, it's all good
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fucking perfect, to me

You're so mean
When you talk, about yourself
You're wrong, change the voices
In your head
Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we are making
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tied game
It's enough, I've done all I can think of
I've chased down all my demons
I see you do the same
Oooh oooooh

Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fucking perfect, to me

The whole world is scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we tried tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?
Yeah
Ooooh
Ooh, pretty pretty pretty"

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Pink - Fuckin' Perfect